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Trapped


I really couldn't understand why life seems unfair. I waited, always waited for the day that my life will turn up-side-down but nothing happens. Destiny, maybe. And I am just so sick of it. I feel so weak, so restless when I could do nothing but pretend that everything's alright. Well, I have gone a long way, this far and I can attest that I am already used to it.

Haha, beneath this unidentifiable laugh lies a melancholous heart. It really hurts when no one believes, no one seems to understand especially when everyone sees you as the boy who cried wolf. This is just one of the troughs of my life. Good night and thank God this first day high's over, Finally.

10:37 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
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Summer Carino Brutal Loco


One cannot really tell what's going on, especially when everything seemed fast-paced. I didn't make it to the TnT Committee, even in the Logistics Committee, which I believe is destined to happen. I got too swamped with my orgs' stuff. Imagine meeting here, meeting there, and meetings everywhere.

On one hand, it's quite peculiar that despite all these things raging inside my head, wracking my nerves and torturing my body, I am still enjoying my short break. Everything's tight since my last day at Union Bank. I never had the chance to rest and lame around inside our house but it's either I'm in school or along Katipunan, attending meetings. But still, I had the chance to spend time with my cousins and AJ. It's just that I regret missing AJ's first day of classes and breaking my promise of playing computer games with him.

And also, how could I miss the fun things about my blockmates. We ate at Don Henricos Restaurant at Tomas Morato, sang at the nearby KTV, and drank all the way up until dawn. We woke up around 1:30PM, to eat lunch, with all those bad hairdos. A week after, Tabs and Yats saw The Lake House.

And I have to make a toast for everybody: ehem ehem, I personally send my regards to the makers of The Lake House. It was really a perfect way to kick off this hell semester and to end this never-ending fun and excitement. Don't you dare miss it. And Oh, lastly, beware of the irritating sounds inside the cinema house.

Still, the fact still holds true. Even I cannot really say what's going on. It has been indeed a brief summer fun.

Wait, I missed two things that I never wished to talk about at this very positive moment. One's about my summer internship and the other's about my registration. Goodluck to all of the seniors this year! See you all in the graduation march! YEHEY!

Also, there's nothing about the title. Just for kicks. =)

11:49 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
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capture the cacophony

I am XIANXU
20yo Mafin Grad
loves Ateneo.
hates oral exams.
likes fruits.
dislikes cooked fruits.
likes photography.
hates my photos.
loves sadness.
hates happiness.
loves philo.
loves math.
loves writing.
loves love.
loves you.
loves nothing
welcome to my Cacophony!

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