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A Happy Ending, Maybe


The Best Way to Kill Time



It's really hard to end something you haven't even started.

I found myself sitting on the third floor of SEC A, waiting for someone to pay a visit and at least try my own little game, factoring with tiles. An hour has passed yet there were only two groups that I have enlisted, so far. Despite my unpleasant state, I still managed to kick off this tiring, heart-pounding day.

And right at that very moment of waiting, I suddenly got trapped in all sorts of thoughts that were haunting me for months now. I feel so empty yet so many things keep on pouring in, hammering my head. I have never been like this before, nor did I dream to be in such position. But amidst all these, I have made a decision, that is, to end something I haven't even started. The problem is, I don't know how.

Maybe I should start thinking of something else.


9:34 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
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capture the cacophony

I am XIANXU
20yo Mafin Grad
loves Ateneo.
hates oral exams.
likes fruits.
dislikes cooked fruits.
likes photography.
hates my photos.
loves sadness.
hates happiness.
loves philo.
loves math.
loves writing.
loves love.
loves you.
loves nothing
welcome to my Cacophony!

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