It's really hard to end something you haven't even started.
I found myself sitting on the third floor of SEC A, waiting for someone to pay a visit and at least try my own little game, factoring with tiles. An hour has passed yet there were only two groups that I have enlisted, so far. Despite my unpleasant state, I still managed to kick off this tiring, heart-pounding day.
And right at that very moment of waiting, I suddenly got trapped in all sorts of thoughts that were haunting me for months now. I feel so empty yet so many things keep on pouring in, hammering my head. I have never been like this before, nor did I dream to be in such position. But amidst all these, I have made a decision, that is, to end something I haven't even started. The problem is, I don't know how.
Maybe I should start thinking of something else.
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