Whew… it’s 06 at Last!
How can I miss the first five days of this year without a single entry? Damn, it’s sooo weird. Oh well, I guess, that’s a good way for me to kick off this year, as I look forward to this incredible roller-coaster year.
I’ve gone too busy daydreaming lately. I’ve been engulfed by such complicated ideas, things that you could never imagine. Oh well, it’s kinda over, at least.
Yeah, I gave it an imprudent blast.
It has served its purpose, I hope. I don’t know if I’m speaking in behalf of a sarcastic remark but, I guess, what I did is the right thing. To think that I have had it hidden for more than a year, who could have thought of slipping it abruptly and foolishly? Damn, I deserve a slap on my face. Wake up, wake up you silly boy!
I’ve had to let it go, not for the sake of acquiring something but for the sole purpose of closing this chapter of my life. I know it has been so strange but I just couldn’t help saying it. I’ve been too daft, harsh and egotistic on you, that I couldn’t forgive myself for giving you such a hassle. And for everything I have caused you, it would be my apology.
Oh, there’s one more thing…
I really adore you for no specific reason. And that I can never bring to a halt. You’d better kill me for this. Thanks for being so kind and beautiful.
Damn, I’ve gone a way too off. What an entry, the first for this year.
Whew… anyway, it’s 06, finally.
I have thought of changing my form of writing into something I can hardly think of but, I guess, it won’t do anything good in bringing the cacophony out of me. So I might as well do whatever I want to, since in some better ways, this serves as a relief. Whew…
6:47 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
