Schmaltzy-ness
I could hardly say how dramatic I have been for the past days not until I have read my cousin’s blog. In fact, I didn’t know that I was already writing a level-5 drama anthology. Oh my, I was near to laughter that time but when I have read the entire entry, the laughter somewhat has been transformed into sadness.
I totally agree with her definition of emptiness and I am quite sure that she’s feeling the same way, or somehow, have felt something similar in the past. Knowing this gives me a smile; a sense of fulfillment that at least there’s one being who understands me.
And I don’t agree with her sense of being unwanted and not-needed. There are reasons why we don’t try to reach out for the significant people in our lives. You may not understand me now, but eventually, if time permits, you will understand. I know that this will definitely sound too shallow, but I just can’t let it slip away. Again, you will eventually know it by then. Oh cmon, how can I forget you, my best bud?!
How can a song penetrate my soul, to the point that it will untie all the knots and let me break-free? Nah, is this the so-called mushiness? Yikes.
Let me just put it this way: Toni (my block mate) gave me a pillow, as shown, and this has created bunch of chit-chats. With this, I know that you already know what I mean. Thankfully, my mama is too advance and too open about it, so at least I was able to break it out. Should I have answered ‘hopefully’ when she asked me if I have a girlfriend? Hmm. Anyway, thanks to Nons, for the pillow.
Well, I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
I really want to talk about it, but I still want to have it unleashed.
if I was to give in - give it up- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
NOTE: Everything written here is beyond our control so let’s not put a grip on it and leave it just as it is. Oh Please. Wah! People are getting nuts this holiday break! Christmas has gone sooo cold.
1:46 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
