The Last for 2005
How can I thank the emotions that pushed me to create this cacophony? This year has been a good one, but the worst. I’ve gone through all kinds of few ups and mostly downs. How can I thank my friends who were there to cheer me up? How can I thank myself for keeping me sane? How can I thank you for being there in existence with me?
How can I forget my extraordinary OrSem experience? I was able to meet two great freshie blocks. One’s the coolest Block X, and the other’s the Bobo E13. Darn, I miss you guys. I don’t want to end this year without saying a few words.
Block X
I think I have met the coolest peeps in town. How can I believe that different individuals can actually jive into two days of fun and tiring experience? Being a new TnT was never that easy, especially if you don’t have the capacity to establish a certain connection among everybody and at least, initiate a spark that could make everyone moving. Yeah, it has been so difficult to force someone to run at his best during MOB time. How can I forget the pasaways: Gaston, Mikko, Billy and Xandee? Also, how can I forget the lovely girls of the block who never stopped laughing and making fun of the guys? How can I forget the ever-curious-einsteinious Reinzy, with his ever weird gesture? Kidding aside, how can I forget their block who have somewhat made me happy for at least 2 days of this incredible year? And for the conferences that came after that, the block’s lingo vocabs, and the monthsaries, how can I forget those? They’re sooo cool. No word can exactly match the experience I have had since I became a master, for the first time. They’re one-hell-of-a-block-bestfriends-and-classmates since then but I don’t know if they still are. How could have I imagined that theirs is the best and the unbreakable? I just can’t imagine how can one be detached from this perfect circle just because of a single misunderstanding? Have they forgotten everything, all the moments they been together and just gave it all up in a piece of shitty crap? Oh cmon. I don’t think so. How can I change the perception I’ve had in my inner consciousness, that their block is still the unbreakable, the best? Nada, I know you can work that out kiddoes!
Bobo E13
How can I forget the block that wrecked every single nerve in me, haha, in a positive way? For me, it was a pleasure to be challenged on the final hell-day of OrSem where everybody was tired and edgy. Darn, amidst all these, who am I to imagine that you’ll be coined as the Bobo E13? You’re all amazing, thanks for being a part of my life.
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This is what I like most about the end of the year, it’s fun reminiscing.
Right then and then, should I close this chapter of my book? I am not so sure. There were a lot of things that happened, a lot of memories to ponder on. Although everything seemed to be a blur beyond the single momentous seconds of my year, there’s one thing I am quite really sure of, that is, I have grown up to a better person, a better friend, a better individual. Thanks to this year of the monkey? Shit, tama ba? Haha.
Oh well, as this year comes to an end, I would like to make some resolutions for the coming year of the dog.
As much as possible, I will try my best to be on-time.
I will be more disciplined, strict and focused.
I will be eating more than a lot.
Each day will be a new day.
I will start saving money ASAP.
I will start fighting all the demons, no matter how much time it will take.
Can I be on the Dean’s List, please?
These were so lame. Am I too old for a New Year’s resolution? At first, I felt so excited but upon writing it down, I became lost for words. Oh well, they might not look like resolutions but still, I’d be able to say something for this year.
Last.
Last night, I couldn’t sleep but kept on reflecting about something. I’ve made my word to myself, it can wait. But why can’t I let go? If I am going to let it wait, then I’m making the biggest mistake of my life, that I will be regretting for eternity, I guess. Can it just be an exaggeration? Love really moves us in mysterious ways…
This is such a good thing to leave the past, and kick-off for the coming peculiar year.
Shit, I've been too wordy in my blogs...
Signing off...
11:31 AM
Saturday, December 31, 2005
