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Andre Coolers


After the terrible Wednesday, as the domino effect prevailed, I had a bad Thursday morning.

I woke up late, still depressed, felt so lost when I took a bath and I seemed like a ghost roaming around the house for some unknown reasons. The thing is, I had to cut my microeconomics class for the sake of finishing the 23-paged reading, which is an excerpt of The Road Less Traveled about love but unfortunately, we didn’t have a quiz. Nag review pa man din ako, tapos wala lang pala. I have wasted my effort. But at least, it made my day kasi ayoko rin magquiz. Haha. In fact, we have met a lot of shocking incidents along the way. First, I gave a three-loud-“shets” to Roy and Odette who were having their intimate date at the soccer field benches. Secondly, I eyed on Dino and Betty as I have found out that they’re currently on. Thirdly, wag na at baka mabasa pa nila, basta shocking!



Anyway, yehey, as I have needed to cheer up and bring back the lost energy in me, Toni, Patty, Mal and I went to Eastwood and see “Just like Heaven.” I had fun although I didn’t really like it that much since there’s nothing much to expect from a chick flick film. But Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo were good though. In fact, Toni and Mal cried, as always. Afterwards, we dined in at Fazoli’s and they cornered me up.

I couldn’t really imagine myself being caught and trapped in a question and answer series. This is about love which I presumably would like to avoid for some personal reasons, and later on, you will eventually find out that there’s so much about me when it comes to love. This gets exciting and a bit embarrassing for me but for posterity’s sake, I’ll give it a shot. Yeah, I want to keep track of my spiritual growth, as what we have discussed in Theo.

I have just allowed myself to answer three crucial Yes-or-No questions and to the best of my knowledge, I answered each one as carefully and as honestly as I could. Weird, parang complicated pero yes or no lang naman. Oh well. Mahirap pala ma-hot-seat pero masaya naman ang interviewer although malungkot pala ang interviewee. Yes, I have sensed this extreme loneliness after divulging several information about me. A dilemma came about. What about it, next time nalang.

There’s so much more to write, and I am so eager to talk about it. I am just waiting for the perfect pitch and timing to spit everything out. I just don’t want to be interrogated about this, that’s it.

PS: You might be wondering why this entry was entitled that way. It’s because Andre Coolers has the highlight of our Thursday afternoon. It was after our time series class when we went to caf and bought our lunch. There I told them that I couldn’t join them in the “Just like Heaven” gimmick later. I began to rant about my frustrations, stupidity, depressions and Toni interrupted me and scolded me, as-in galit at nagtatalak:

Ayan naman kasi alam mo namang marami kang gagawin eh pupunta punta ka pa dyan sa conspiracy iyan tuloy na-de-depress ka nang ganyan at hindi ka pa tuloy makakasama Andre coolers tayo?!” (Imagine, she was just talking to me!)

From the cynical look on her face while scolding me, well she was like my mom doing parental talk, all of a sudden, biglang nag-shift yung madiin na pagsasalita sa malumanay na “Andre coolers tayo?! Read the sentence inside the quotation marks, with feelings dapat. Red is for galit at nagtatalak, tapos biglang blue na malumanay at mabait na Andre Coolers. Parang baliw style. Sobrang natawa talaga ako. Hahaha. Kaya kami ni Mal, whenever we hear Toni’s high-pitched loud voice, hihiritan na namin sya ng “Hala! Mag-Andre Coolers na tayo!”


2:01 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
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