Haha, going back to the block gimmick, sobrang napalayo na, hahaha.
We made some tequila shots, spent time at 7-11 eating noodles, then to Pigey’s condo and watched a DVD. Pero sa sobrang antok, nakatulog din kami. Nagising nalang kami nung babalik na ulit kami kanila Toni. I was sleep walking then. I could hardly open my eyes so by the time we’re back at the condo, I went straight to the bed. Haha.
What wake me up? The story of Toni’s big night. All of us we’re like so excited to get the first-hand info from her unforgettable night. I slept at around past 5am after the long heart-to-heart talk with Kathz and Mal. To both of you, thanks a lot. I’m counting on you.
We woke up at around 10am. We all didn’t care to take a bath, haha. Sobrang tinatamad. Kathz, Che, An-An and I went to the Museum. As usual, it has been an unforgettable day for all of us. We were late for the closing time of the museum so we’re just able to see a few. So, we need to go back next time. Along the way in searching for the hidden treasures of Manila, we met Cookie Monster. Haha. Going back to Kathz’s place, we rode the pedicab with this motor thing. What an adventure traversing the alley’s in Manila. Scarry and fun, Che and I felt like mummified and put into the Manunggul Jar and Maitum Jar. Haha.
We left at around past 9.00pm and I arrived home past 10pm. Right now, I haven’t taken a bath. Later, it’s Christmas Eve. Merry Christmas to everyone!
*shit, what the fuck is what woke me up. Darn! Haha, stupid mistake.
What about the party?
As usual, it’s tiring especially I was part of the organizing team. Well, thanks to Rice and Binks for making the most of it. I have ranted to all sorts of places, to all sorts of things… really harassed though. But like what I have said in my previous blog, I still need to confirm if the façade of momentous adjustment still applies to the pictures. Up to now, I haven’t received a single pic taken from the party. Sad sad.
I also owe a lot to Maja, Patty, Kendwin, and Jr, the documentation peeps. I thank the execom for taking part in this memorable event. Thanks to Neal for hosting with me. And to all of those who I mentioned in the email. Haha, to be safe that I didn’t miss anyone. Haha.
After the Party
The ChristMATH Party ended early since there’s a simbang gabi to be held at the Gesu. Then all of a sudden, after we have removed almost 99% of the thumb tacks in the ceiling (exag ang hirap!), people came up with a movie gimmick. Nagkayayaan. So ako naman, to relieve all the stress and problems I have had this week, I joined the club.
Movie Gimmick
I was with Toni (as usual), Chris, Zippy, Kathz and her boyfriend, TJ. We saw “In Her Shoes” starring Cameron Diaz. Well, what can I say? It’s a bit draggy at first, but the latter part just gave it a bust and kick! So I can affirm to its being heartwarming and funny.
It’s the last full show at the Galleria. We went out at around midnight and waited for a cab. Take note that we’re standing there for almost an hour and we could hardly get one. Zippy already went home when Kathz suddenly came up with the idea of going to Eastwood. Oh well, although we’re down to 5 (me, Toni, Chris, Kathz and TJ), go pa rin!
Jack’s Loft Gimmick
It’s already past 1 hour after midnight when we arrived at the Eastwood. We’ve decided to dine in at Jack’s Loft. I ate a lot, same with the others, as usual whenever we get there. But this time, hindi na siya mabigat sa bulsa! It’s Chris’ birthday treat to us! Haha, Let’s all greet Chris a Happy Birthday on Christmas Day!
Kaya pala Christian, kasi he’s born on Christmas Day. Eh bakit ako, Christian din? Labo.
We left Jack’s Loft by 3.00, and took a cab to Katipunan. Kathz and TJ took their way home, while we’re down to 3 (Chris, Toni and I) inside the cab. On our way home, we had a roller coaster ride. Exag kasi si Manong Taxi Driver. He seemed to be drunk or bangag, if I may say that correctly, coz he seemed to be like talking to himself about all sorts of things, parang baliw. Nagising tuloy kaming lahat. We we’re like in a drag race along Katipunan Avenue tipong whenever he makes this jerky U-turns, lumilipad kami. Scary as it may seem, but fun at least we’ve had another memorable incident together. Hahaha. I can call it a night out.
I slept at Toni’s condo at Burgundy. Isel woke up when the sun’s up, and nagulat.
*The AMS ChristMATH Party was held at the Cervini Recreation Room, from 5.00-8.30. Astig talaga si Rice. She had their family’s decorator ship all the materials from Mindanao and design the venue for the party. I’ll upload the pictures here soon!
4:55 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Diffy Day
I’ve been so exhausted the whole day and right now, I am feeling so tired.
I took my first LT in ma161, and damn, it has gone so bad. It may have seemed so easy for them, but since I have never had the chance to ponder on my notes and answer some problems, its one hell of a frustration for me. So sad…
I planned to cut my afternoon classes but an angel sort of guided me. Darn, I’ve nearly slept in class coz I was not really feeling well.
I attended the AMS Conjugates and it’s been so fun!
For how long can I keep this feeling? Where are you?
It’s hell week before Christmas, how ironic. I have got so many things to do. ChristMATH Party, Shirts, Gifts, Problem Set, everyday long tests next week, caroling… Gee.
Where are you?! Darn, I've never had an entry for the past few days.
9:58 PM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Façade of Momentous Adjustment
" Spoon and Fork"
I was kinda reminiscing the last day of our helliest Sem, the day of our Stat109 Final Exam. I could still smell the bitterness of spending 2 hours running after your life pressing all the buttons in the calculator and finding out that almost 90% of us got an F. It has been a traumatic experience. I browsed my pic folder and found these pictures.
Sometimes, it makes me wonder how come it's not obvious in the pictures; All the bitterness, depressions and frustrations. Aren't we just so excellent in creating this façade of momentous adjustment? I don't think so. Need not ask, need not clarify, just take it as a fact. Moving on, I guess, is what we've really mastered throughout our college stay.
When the going gets tough, and when the tough gets going, cheer up coz by the end of the day, everything will depend on how you have become.
Nons, the shirt! :P
5:19 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Jack's Loft
We had the caroling rehearsal, kuno. All we did was to kill time waiting for Deb to answer the call. She has the song piece kasi. Anyway, I was supposed to see a play tonight pero dahil sa peer pressure, napadpad ako sa Jack's Loft. Grabe, busog! Sarap, kahit mabigat sa bulsa.
Kasama ko si Toni, Marshy, Ysel and Zippy. Congrats! (Shake hands)
By the way, I'd better shift my way of blogging to something. Whatever that is, hindi ko pa alam. Wala lang.
10:52 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
Bummer
In a week or two, it’s Christmas Break!
I dunno if this will mean a ‘yehey’ coz there are still tons of pending works for me to finish. It’s hell week in how many days yet I’m still bumming around. ‘Til when am I going to be in this mode? I really need a break!
As a proof, I was once again late for my first class today. I really had a hard time waking up a while ago. Maybe my body is really craving and starving for rest, as in rest! Haha. Tapos, Jelline got mad at me for being late. Yikes, pero she had the right naman para magalit. Tanga ko kasi.
Also, I have realized that I’m doing great in playing the ‘hide and seek’ game. Five days in a row, never caught by a single jaguar! Haha, but I’d better get a new one since wala nang pag-asa na mahanap pa iyong ID ko!
I’m currently waiting for my next class, which is Philo. Wala na akong maintindihan so I no longer care catching up with the readings. After that, history naman and I haven’t read the assigned reading. Bakit ba kasi kailangan pang magbasa eh I always pay attention to class naman. Argh! Then, AMS Caroling rehearsals. And lastly, I have a play to watch later! I am a guest kaya libre! Yahooooo!
I Stink!
I am not in good shape. I feel so lost in space.
I slept late last night, around 4.00am, almost forgetting the fact that I have an 8.00-meeting with my department at my fave fast food. My phone’s scandalous vibration woke me up as Patty was calling me. It’s 8.30am and obviously, I was already 30 minutes late. Oh shit.
My momentum was changing abruptly. I became confused of what is best for me to do. I really felt bad for those who were already there waiting for me. Gee, to think that there were already 4 of them waiting for me. The first thing I did was to make a return call. When Patty answered, I asked her if we could do a phone patch for the meeting since I will be wasting their time if I am going to make them wait for me to arrive. Rice called me using her sun unlimited but we could hardly hear each other so I had no choice but to leave the house right away. The sad thing is, I never had the chance to take a bath.
I arrived just on time, around 10am, as I have promised. We dealt with the important stuff at once and finished by 10:30am. Afterwards, I received a text from Toni stating that they're (my blockmates) in Mocha Blends doing our Time Series problem set. So without further ado, I joined the club.
By noontime, Toni, Rach and I went to hear Mass at the Parish of Our Lady of Pentecost at Varsity Hills Subd. Of course, it’s the Holy Day of Obligation. According to Toni, not attending the celebration of the Feast of the Immaculate Concepcion is a mortal sin. After the mass, we went back to work, answering the problems. Actually, wala akong naitulong kundi ang makigulo at makitawa. Hindi na ako makahabol sa pace ng discussion nila kasi late akong dumating. Take note that since 8.00am pa sila ron at ako, tulog pa that time.
Oh well. I am not really feeling well. I need to sleep na or else I will collapse tomorrow. Thanks to Jelline for the diffy q’s, and to my block mates of course, for understanding my situation, that is, if there’s really to understand. Whew.
But before going to bed, I still need to eat dinner, post an email to the AMS egroup, text the AMS message for the text brigade, print out the tickets, finalize some stuff, rewrite answers, read philo, read histo, and many more. Oh sheeeeet, I wish myself a goodluck.
Up to now, I haven’t heard anything from you. Good night to the fairest of the night.
Oh I haven’t taken a bath yet! I stink! (Okay lang, hindi naman obvious! Haha)
7:57 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Dully Day
It’s FREE CUT!
Yes, you’ve heard it right; I didn’t attend my first class since there’s a mass at the Gesu. Today’s my little sister’s birthday and tomorrow’s the feast of the Immaculate Concepcion and ConCon’s birthday as well. Wala lang.
I was so lazy getting out of the bed. I even contacted several companies while I’m busy lying down. Imagine I woke up around 6:30am and I only left the bed by 11:00am. Anyway, after eating my lunch, I went to school right away.
I planned to cut my philo class thinking that I might be called for the recitation. I decided to be late but no matter how slow my pace has been, I still made it right before time. Thank God there’s no recitation, or else I might have received another Fucking mark. Sheeee
After class, I stayed for an hour at Matteo and left for the Ateneo Placement Office GA. Right after the GA, we attended the AMS Caroling rehearsal. It was followed by the ExeCom Meeting at Shakeys. Sobrang nabusog ako, hindi na nga ako makalakad eh.
Finally, I’ve gone home, still waiting for you.
"Waiting"
11:34 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Err! Err! Err!
MISSING IN ACTION
Until when should I play ‘Hide and Seek’ with the jaguars?
Minutes passed since I have gone home, early today. I have bought cheese curls and up to now, I haven'tt eaten it yet; maybe later. Well, there’s nothing much to write about except for I was being antagonized by the word err. Can someone help me how to use this verb? Fine, I know its meaning but I can hardly formulate it in a sentence. All I have is To Err is Human; To Forgive is Divine, which is not even a sentence.
Am I erred? Yuck! Sounds really bad.
Got erred?
What erred this writing?
Err!
Is this a clarification or a correction? Anyways, I don’t know if you could read this but there’s so much for you to know. I haven't received a reply after all. Maybe you’re just so busy, and at least, this helps me understand. Could you just read the article about Love in the Road Less Traveled book? I’m longing for the day that our universe will transgress and make us go together; Little by little. Err! Until when should I wait?!
I'd better start looking for my ID.
Such a freak like err!
(I am currently transferring all my entries from friendster blogs.)
7:04 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Monday Tiredness
I played hide and seek with the Ateneo Jaguars, yes, the guards for the sole reason that I couldn’t find my ID. And up to now, I can’t find it. I might have misplaced it somewhere after I went from Ayala Museum and Umbrella Party. Shet, sana it didn’t slip out of my pocket during the party.
I felt so tired the whole day that I have almost cut my afternoon classes. And despite the wooziness that I was struggling with, I still went to DV with Patty to finalize everything regarding the AMS shirt. Oh well. I was so sleepy a while ago. I came to a point that I could no longer open my eyes while talking to her. To my surprise, upon opening my eyes, I saw a woman showing off her boob on a rooftop (tama ba? One of her boobs is a boob. Yikes!). Grabe, sobrang nakakagulat. Nagising ako! La lang.
So Patty and I went to Pen-Pen, we took another route to DV and tada! We made it! Kahit na sobrang hilung-hilo na ako, masaya pa rin ako. Hay, masakit pa rin ulo ko. Ouch!
I have just read Mal's new entry. Shet, nahilo ako lalo realizing that I still have a lot of pending works to finish! Argh! Buti nalang, when I have checked on my email, I have seen our pic taken at KFC, Robinson's Lipa. Awwww... I miss Puerto Galera! Weird pero I am currently watching PBB, at hindi na masakit ulo ko. I despise what PBB is doing. They seem to love Nene, and they want her to win! Look at the snake challenge? Shet talaga! Vote for CASS! Kahit sino wag lang si Nene! Ang Epal. Yuck, super jologs naba ng pinagsasabi ko?! Okay lang, I can't afford to miss the last few days of the show. Hahahahahahaha.
TJ, Peace! Haha!
Sorry Kathz, I can't avoid uploading this pic. Shet, ang laki pa pero cute naman. Oh well, I have just noticed that it seems like Kathz no longer possess her killer eyes in the picture. If there's what we call as "pouted lips" that is being flaunted by models, meron din kaming killer eyes. Go Kathz! Kakatawa lang... I'll be uploading this pic again soon. Hay, wala nang sense ang sinasabi ko. Nahihilo na ako ulet. Whew. Gnyt!
10:55 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
My Looong Weekend
I don’t know where to start. I’ve been lost in circulation lately. I’ve got the worst week so far, and hopefully, it’s the worst already. Oh, since I have been so busy during this long weekend, then I might as well start on it.
First Day: Friday
COSA Work: Telemarketing
It was Friday morning when I woke up late since its ACP day and I was so lazy that I didn’t sign up or anything. In the afternoon, I did the COSA work and imagine that I have contacted around 30+ companies, and talked to them as-if I am a call center agent. I was laughing out loud, of course in a discreet manner since I was talking to them, because they kept on asking me to which company I belong. Haha, have I created a certain aura or impression to them? O-M-G, my head’s bloating already. Haha.
AMS Work: Trip to DV
After the COSA work, no matter how lazy I was, I still went to DV. It’s already 4.00PM when I left, and I arrived there past 5.00PM. How did it go? Worse! I rode the LRT 2 station given that it’s the only way I know how to get into DV. I stood from Anonas station all the way up to Recto. Even though I had the chance to grab a seat, I cared not to. Ewan ko ba, it feels guilty inside whenever you see women standing in front of you. It’s not that I pity them but there is this calling the bugs me whenever I do that. Oh well, it’s relaxing though. While I was busy standing and making my moment of sight-seeing (Imagine, it’s Manila in which all I saw where buildings and factories), the train’s aisle suddenly caught my attention. It’s kinda weird but at that very moment, I wished to grab a camera and take the aisle’s picture. I can’t really explain it but for your sake, just imagine that the people in the aisle were like having their own moments like mine. Solemnity and gratitude were the things I have seen and felt in a span of a few seconds. I want to be a photographer! Yikes!
I got off the train when I received Cookie’s call. I rode the jeep to Masangkay, which is near kathz’s place. If before, I used to ask for Kathz’s help to bring me to DV, now, I did it alone. Whew, what an adventure! It was already dark when I got off the jeep, and to my disgust (not really) I saw a lot of horse dungs!?! I wonder why since Patty’s not with me. Haha. Kidding aside, I’ve totally realized that the dung mismo is fibrous, because scientifically the horse eats a lot of fibers (grass). Yuck, feeling scientist. Was it a clarification or a correction? Oh well.
As usual, DV’s chaotic but it didn’t hinder me from pursuing my goal, which is to get the AMS shirt from Pen-Pen which is all the way to Juan Luna. Imagine how far I have traversed, starting from Masangkay, to Soler Ave., to Meisic Mall, to 168 Mall, and finally into the wilderness (what a term!) of Juan Luna. I arrived at Pen-Pen to see Mei Hao at around 5:35. Unfortunately, she’s out eating somewhere so I stayed and waited for her. She arrived after 15 minutes and sarcastically, I thank her for not having the shirt ready. I was kinda pissed since she’s texted me that it’s already for pick up 3 days ago pa! And at that time, should I think that I wasted time? Argh, all I did is to make a deposit and leave right away.
The Email
I went to see Kathz made a short chit chat and left since it’s already 6.30PM. The series of unfortunate events continued to prevail since I was caught in the middle of a heavy traffic going back to the LRT station at Recto for more than an hour! I arrived home past 8.00PM. I checked my email and I have read something that made me feel so depressed. But I won’t expound on it since the people I am referring to can hardly get my point, so I just replied to those who could pay attention.
Friendships
After PBB, I went online and chatted with Patty and Pigey until 4.00AM. We’ve talked about a lot of things. With Patty, napagtibay ang aming pagkakaibigan. It made me realize that sitting down and talking about things really helps you grow, spiritually. I love you Patty! With Pigey, I’ve realized how lonely we are thinking that we’re the only guys in the block, ignoring Roy who happens to be delayed and who happens to have a life now that he has someone called Odette. It has been our bonding moment, the ultimate open forum. Meron lang talagang mga taong panira at naninira ng buhay at walang magawa, buti nalang may lunas na pag-uusap and it helps clear and straighten things up.
In a friendship, I believe, there’s what we call a certain level of understanding. And friends should cling with it and be consistent. Of course, in life, there’s the protagonist (Ang magkakaibigan) and a lot of antagonist. To further build your friendship, each one should watch out for these antagonists who rant out a lot bad things and rumors that could really destroy the trust (bond) and understanding. Buti nalang talaga, there’s the mighty glue, ang usapang marangal, that brings back the friendship and helps us to cling more to that understanding. Whew. Pigey, we rules!
There was a great need to end the conversation asap for I have to wake up early for our museum trip to Ayala. Otherwise, papatayin ako nila Kathz and Che!
Second Day: Saturday
Ayala Museum Trip
My mom was so stressed waking me up, hindi talaga ako nagigising. She’s so thankful to Che who called me that morning. Sobrang sabog ng pakiramdam ko, bangag in a sense. Hindi na dapat ako tutuloy pero sabi ni Che, they’re willing to wait for me. I got up and hurriedly get myself fixed. Although tired and starving, I left the house right away.
I arrived at Gonuts Donuts Araneta, our meeting place around 10.35AM but miraculously, I was the first one to arrive. Grabe, I was not late. Yeah yeah, late in a sense pero hindi ako late. Labo! While waiting, I bought 2 Gonuts and it turned my stomach kasi sobrang tamis! Yikes! Finally, they arrived and we went to Ayala na thru MRT.
Take note of our goal and purpose: To pay a visit to Ayala Museum as a requirement of our history class. We arrived at the Ayala station before 12.00noon. They dined in at Oody’s samantalang ako, feeling sick because of the Gonuts. Not in mood to eat. Tapos, we waited for like 20+ minutes waiting for their order pero wala pa rin. So ako, sa init ng ulo ko, sumugod ako sa counter at nagbossy-bossy-han. Haha. I scolded the crews kasi ba naman noong lumapit ako, doon pa lang nila inaayos yung order. Shit sobra, tapos the girl reasoned out, kasalanan daw ng printer at hindi na-print ang order nila. Grabe, nauna kami sa ibang customers pero nauna silang nakakain at umalis. Oh well, warning to those who wish to eat at Oody’s. Make sure to follow up your orders frequently at baka makalimutan nila. Tapos, nag Globe tour pa kami.
There’s this promotion on going for Globe. They have this big shuttle with different stations. One of which is the picture taking na gagawin kang cover person ng magazine. Basta, the pic that they’ll give you is of size 4R which shows a cover page of a mag with you, of course, as the model. Labo ba ng explanation ko?! Wah! You might be wondering on how we were able to get in since the primary requirement is that you should be a Globe user, and si Kathz lang ang Globe sa amin. Haha, here’s the trick. Isa isa kaming pumunta. Kathz lent her sim to Che and after che, she lent me her fone for the reason that my fone is not open-lined. Amazing ba?! Haha, Ooops… we need to go to the museum pa! Haha, nakalimutan namin. Haha.
We went to Ayala Museum. Asteeg! Sobrang ganda! Promise, with all the paintings! Super amazing! Art lovers should pay a visit! Asteeg talaga! But the thing is, wala ron ang hinahanap namin. It annoyed us that we went to all floors and only found around 10 artifacts! Grabe, at puro mga camiso at panyo! Hello? We’re looking for prehistoric pots, weapons, etc. but what we’ve seen were from the Spanish period tapos puro damit. Nakulangan kami sa input, so we’re scheduling another trip to a museum in Manila. Sa Thursday ata.
Oh well. We went back to G4 to get our pics. The thing is nakakainis kasi nabura ata yung akin. Sa sobrang loser ata ng hitsura ko. Haha. Kasi when I looked at the monitor, talagang nawala ang slot ko. Before me is an old guy, tapos ang sumunod sa akin is a girl with her kid ata. Weird kasi this girl I’m talking with greeted me. Hindi ko siya kilala pero sabi nya, “Hello!” as if we’ve met somewhere before. Whew. Okay lang naman, nagulat lang ako. Haha.
The MRT Incident
At 6.00PM, we went to the MRT station and bought our tickets going to Cubao. While we’re having ourselves siksikan, all of a sudden biglang nagkaroon ng seat. So si Che naman, took the opportune. The train stopped a station tapos nagkaroon na naman ng vacant seat, so si Kathz din upo agad! Tapos maraming bumababa, so ako rin nakiupo na. To our shock, as-in natawa kaming lahat, nasa Taft Station kami. Shet, mali pala ang train na sinakyan naming so bigla kaming lumabas sa sobrang kahihiyan pero people are coming in so pasok ulet kami. We’re laughing out loud sobra up to the point that the woman beside me, biglang itinulak ako. So ako, nagulat! Grabe! Siguro she was disturbed by our moment of unending happiness. Tapos si Che, katabi ko s’ya, sobrang natatawa na at nandidiri kasi there’s this old man standing awkwardly in front of her. Na-disgrace si Che. Haha. Finally, we made our way home. It was an adventure. Sobrang saya, gimmick ang labas pero with a benevolent purpose: Pay a visit in a Museum. School work pero masaya!
Parties
I went to catch my cousins’ birthday party at Filinvest. I stayed for 2 hours and left for the COSA Umbrella Party at El Pueblo. Since I am an AVP, I felt the need of supporting our Org’s event. I was with Rach, Jelline and Anna. Ang saya sobra! Sobra! I drank a bottle of Strong Ice and Coco Punch, plus sisig and French fries! Saya Sobra! Whew, ang weird lang kasi kung kalian junior na kami, saka kami nagsasaya. Hay, it’s just right to kick out the hell week coming in two weeks. Whew. I arrived home at around 2.30AM.
Third day: Sunday
Wala pa akong nagagawa. I woke up around 1.00PM and now, blogging. Right now, I need to start working. Tama na ang gimmick at pasaya. There are a lot of things to do. La la la la! In three weeks, its Christmas break na! Yahooooo!
Mahaba ba? Sorry.
4:31 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Andre Coolers
After the terrible Wednesday, as the domino effect prevailed, I had a bad Thursday morning.
I woke up late, still depressed, felt so lost when I took a bath and I seemed like a ghost roaming around the house for some unknown reasons. The thing is, I had to cut my microeconomics class for the sake of finishing the 23-paged reading, which is an excerpt of The Road Less Traveled about love but unfortunately, we didn’t have a quiz. Nag review pa man din ako, tapos wala lang pala. I have wasted my effort. But at least, it made my day kasi ayoko rin magquiz. Haha. In fact, we have met a lot of shocking incidents along the way. First, I gave a three-loud-“shets” to Roy and Odette who were having their intimate date at the soccer field benches. Secondly, I eyed on Dino and Betty as I have found out that they’re currently on. Thirdly, wag na at baka mabasa pa nila, basta shocking!
Anyway, yehey, as I have needed to cheer up and bring back the lost energy in me, Toni, Patty, Mal and I went to Eastwood and see “Just like Heaven.” I had fun although I didn’t really like it that much since there’s nothing much to expect from a chick flick film. But Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo were good though. In fact, Toni and Mal cried, as always. Afterwards, we dined in at Fazoli’s and they cornered me up.
I couldn’t really imagine myself being caught and trapped in a question and answer series. This is about love which I presumably would like to avoid for some personal reasons, and later on, you will eventually find out that there’s so much about me when it comes to love. This gets exciting and a bit embarrassing for me but for posterity’s sake, I’ll give it a shot. Yeah, I want to keep track of my spiritual growth, as what we have discussed in Theo.
I have just allowed myself to answer three crucial Yes-or-No questions and to the best of my knowledge, I answered each one as carefully and as honestly as I could. Weird, parang complicated pero yes or no lang naman. Oh well. Mahirap pala ma-hot-seat pero masaya naman ang interviewer although malungkot pala ang interviewee. Yes, I have sensed this extreme loneliness after divulging several information about me. A dilemma came about. What about it, next time nalang.
There’s so much more to write, and I am so eager to talk about it. I am just waiting for the perfect pitch and timing to spit everything out. I just don’t want to be interrogated about this, that’s it.
PS: You might be wondering why this entry was entitled that way. It’s because Andre Coolers has the highlight of our Thursday afternoon. It was after our time series class when we went to caf and bought our lunch. There I told them that I couldn’t join them in the “Just like Heaven” gimmick later. I began to rant about my frustrations, stupidity, depressions and Toni interrupted me and scolded me, as-in galit at nagtatalak:
“Ayan naman kasi alam mo namang marami kang gagawin eh pupunta punta ka pa dyan sa conspiracy iyan tuloy na-de-depress ka nang ganyan at hindi ka pa tuloy makakasama Andre coolers tayo?!” (Imagine, she was just talking to me!)
From the cynical look on her face while scolding me, well she was like my mom doing parental talk, all of a sudden, biglang nag-shift yung madiin na pagsasalita sa malumanay na “Andre coolers tayo?! Read the sentence inside the quotation marks, with feelings dapat. Red is for galit at nagtatalak, tapos biglang blue na malumanay at mabait na Andre Coolers. Parang baliw style. Sobrang natawa talaga ako. Hahaha. Kaya kami ni Mal, whenever we hear Toni’s high-pitched loud voice, hihiritan na namin sya ng “Hala! Mag-Andre Coolers na tayo!”
2:01 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
Chaotic Wednesday
"Chaos"
I have just learned my lesson. Imagine how traumatic was yesterday for me. Shit sobra.
After the Conspiracy
Kaye, Jelline and I enjoyed the night of deepest and darkest sizzling natters, with the help of Orange and Lemons’ immense performance. In fact, we have met Paco, an LM friend of mine, with his LM friends. Although we arrived at the bar so early, around 9:00, just to catch Kaye’s favorite band set to play around 11:00PM (Imagine, 2 hours to wait!), we still managed not to bore each other. There was the unstoppable Kaye who never stopped ranting about her life, and the charming Jelline, who has been as bubbly as always, well, I really have nothing to ask, sobrang sulit na.
The Stupidity
Although I was very much aware of how crucial my Wednesday schedule would be, sa katangahan ko, I lost track, I laid low, shit, kaya obviously sumabog ang araw ko. And since I drank a bottle of Redhorse, I had a hard time waking up the next day. Although exag since I didn’t get drunk, for weird reasons, I didn’t really notice that my alarm’s already ringing and my sister’s waking me up.
The Chaos
I arrived at matteo when the first bell rang, that is 10 minutes before our ma161. Obviously, I have crammed my homework. Oh well, the stress didn’t end with that. I have a placement interview by 11:10 and I forgot that I needed to bring my resume with me for the interview. So after class, again, I had to cram my resume and I really thank Toni and Patty for helping me. I was such a parasite to them! Anyway, the interview lasted for 30mins. Patty and I hurriedly made our way to Matteo, while eating my baon na oreo since we’re terribly late for our 11:30 meeting. After the meeting, it’s around 12:30 na, I still have a paper to finish but since I was already starving that time, I ate lunch at caf. Unfortunately, I needed to cut my philo class in order for me to finish my paper. Here's what disgusted me, our philo teacher gave a quiz which is equivalent to two oral recitations. Shux talaga, I felt really bad and depressed. For the first time I have cut my class, nag-quiz pa! Shit! Not only that, I cut my philo na, I was 20mins late pa for my history class, which is right after philo. Ang sabog pa ng paper ko! Actually, I have made a lot of attempts in finishing my paper during the long weekend but for some stupid reasons na wala ako sa mood, I couldn’t think of anything, hayun, sobrang pangit tuloy. Tsk tsk.
After history, I spent time with Nikki as I have accompanied her to Xavier Hall forgetting that I have a meeting with Rice by 3:30 right after class. Shet, I was so lousy. Shit shit shit. But I explained everything to Rice and thankfully, she forgave me. Whew. Thanks Rice! I didn’t have regrets anyway since I have met and nattered with some friends whom I have never had the chance to talk to for the longest time. There’s Mela and some math majors.
By 4:30, we had our first Christmas Caroling rehearsal. Although ang sabog ko, I had fun. I went home around 6:00PM and edited my blog layout until 11:00PM since kinapa ko pa ang ilang html codes. Argh… I slept right away after this very long day.
The Truth
Although the world was up against me yesterday and that the evil forces somehow conspired to ruin my day, I still don’t have regrets. What happened was something I have wished and longed for. Yes, I dreamt to be punished and I’ve achieved it effortlessly. Now, I’m thankful that I have learned my lesson: That is, to never go on a weekday-gimmick. Weird but definitely true and consistently real.
5:42 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
" Spoon and Fork"
"Waiting"
Until when should I play 
