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On Prime: Love, Learn, Move on





My day has been a so-so one. I’ve accomplished the things I have to do, and I guess, I did it right. In fact, this week has been the most hassle-free of all the weeks in my college life. It was not until our First AMS General Assembly came. Toni, Chris and I were harassed when the seniors left for their batch pic. It was a mess, but it turned out to be good after, at least.

A dinner with my best friend, Kristina, and my block mates, Toni and Marshy, ended my day. As always, we dined in at Jollibee. Actually, I didn’t eat much since we’ve just eaten pancit from the GA.

The sun set in contrast with the moon as Kaye and I went to Gateway after Marshy and Toni left. We saw the movie Prime starring Uma Thurman, Meryl Streep and Bryan Greenberg. It was not actually planned. Let’s just say a silly idea that all of a sudden popped out of our minds, and it worked! I had fun; it was one of the most memorable OP (out-of-plan) gimmicks that I have had especially that I am with my best friend.

On Prime: Love, Learn, Move on. It was in the latter part of the film when this phrase was mentioned. I won’t mention anything about the movie so as not to spoil you if ever you have plans of watching it. For me, without any intention of plugging it, it was just right. It’s one of those films that I have looked up on to after Cruel Intentions. It really gave me solemnity and deep-thought. Whew, how am I going to say this? *Shrieks!

The movie has just made my heart start to beat again, after its longest hibernation in history. I’m dreaming on how it feels to be in love once again. I know that this sounds funny but for a change, I want to be serious. Don’t laugh on me, please. It’s been how many years now and at last, I have finally opened it. Yeah, it was such a relief that I was able to have a serious heart-to-heart talk with someone, which happened to be different since it was all about me this time. It’s all about love and I just want to thank her for being a good listener.

From time to time, I have been the adviser and consultant in all sorts of things. I gave my ideal thoughts as advices but it’s so ironic that it’s out of experience. Also, it seems weird that I never had consulted anyone about my feelings. Was it because I haven’t found the right person yet? Or was it because I am afraid of talking about it? Whatever it is, I’ve made up my mind, but who am I going to talk to? I’ve talked to someone about it, and she’s great. What happened? Well, I enjoyed it but she seemed to be so naïve about it. Frustrated? No, at least I was able to open it up to her. Relief? Yeah, really. What’s next? I’ll try to make my moves, but it will be soon and not sooner.

Wala lang, I am such a hopeless romantic loser.
I just hope that my Ms Cancio would help me on this one.
Naku, it’s going to be really a matter of luck.

If you can’t imagine me saying this, just ignore it. Okay? Thanks.


11:59 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
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