Maldyta’s Blogdrive
I was so busy that time when suddenly, a friend buzzed me and said, “Take a look at Maldyta’s blog” (Of course, I will be translating everything in English). I asked for the URL and I found the blogdrive.
The first time I saw it, I was shocked. I saw basketball players I never knew although I can recognize their team (Detroit Pistons). Actually, there’s nothing that I should be shocked of since she’s fond of basketball as a sport, except for the message in the text box. It says there (sort of) “Tibo ka ba?” I laughed thinking of whoever kulto is (the name registered). That was off but not for my friend, and I am very sure of it. All I can conclude is that, Kulto’s a guy and he has an HD with my friend. Kaso luma na ang tactic n’ya, masyado nang gasgas.
The second time another friend (or the same friend) buzzed, it was also the second time I was shocked of the same URL. I saw a very girl-pinkish-page. I don’t know if it has something to do with kulto but that’s not actually the thing that I want to talk of. It was the latest entry that caught my attention. It contains the sentiments she had for the days that her world was really unstable, shaky and antagonizing. She has described her angst against our friends. She mentioned about the signs that she’s already irritated with people: When she’s already in deep silence. After reading it, it never went out of my mind. Whenever she’s silent, I feel so uneasy and guilty that I might have upset her. Ha-ha, I’m so paranoid.
In relation to her statement, I just want to share my experience. I have discovered that (kahit minsan lang ako mapikon) when I began using the English language out of the blue (kahit parang ewan na ako), it’s my way of expressing my angst against to whomever I am talking to. Take note, to whoever that person is. Wahaha… weird.
But this doesn’t mean that I am irritated whenever I compose my blogs.
8:13 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
