Wednesday, May 04
Today, I woke up with my eyes closed.
Then I went to school, eyes and both hands on my notebook.
Well, yes, it was obvious that I have an exam, or rather exams, today.
A quiz, and a midterm exam. How cruel.
But who am I to blame but myself according to my mentor who made me realize that it's my fault. This was just caused by the trade-off. No free lunch.
I scanned my notes, my books, and my readings… even my celfone, which has never received anything since yesterday morning, hoping that a message would pop up. It was a harrassful and burning day, composed of a melancholy ante meridiem and a joyous post meridiem.
As I have talked about the revolt we were planning to make on my previous blog, it’s over. We have revolted once and never again. We are tired of expressing our sentiments and now, we are in a civil state. I got that from Nons, my block mate who has been so good in acting civil, if I may use the word correctly. Well, yeah, we can’t do anything about it. We are tired of talking about our principles in fighting against evil. We don’t want to expound on the situation because we are just tired of it. It’s just the “presence” that makes our lives suck. Oh well, we can’t do anything about it. All we could do is just go on with it and ignore what has to be ignored.
Making an elaboration will make things complicated and miserable for us. So the key to this matter is a moment of silence. The only weapon that we have is to act civil.
I went home, with pricked things on my face. And it still hurts. =)
7:50 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
